PNS (pegawai negeri sipil)

woooaaahhh.... ga kerasa dah setaun aja, taun kemarin aku hanya sampai pada test tertulis saja di Depkominfo, Depdag, dan terakhir PPATK, taun ini masih mau nyoba ? yyaaaa... aku masih tergiur hidup sejahtera bila menjadi menjadi PNS, benarkah semua itu,,? gag juga sich... buktinya kakak gw harus bersusah payah juga membangun keluarganya.. meskipun notebene dia seorang PNS,, kedua orang tua gw aja sampe terus menerus ngedoain gw lulus jadi cap seorang PNS,,, gw sich amien aja... meskipun dalem hati " masyaallah yang ikut aja puluhanribu orang gtu",,, dan selalu saja di hibur dengan kata kata'' kalo rejeki mah gak kemana de....''

Dan taun ini tujuan test PNS pertama gua adalah DepKumHam......
wish me luck yua everybody........ (¬_¬)

again

lagi......
bisa melihat dia tersenyum......
seperti menghapuskan dukaku setaun...
hatiku berantakan sekarang....

(¬_¬)

speechles

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby, you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart, seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love, so baby
Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
And I'll never love again, oh friend, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

How? How? How?
How? How? How?

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up if I promise boy to you?

That I'll never talk again and I'll never love again
I'll never write a song, won't even sing along
I'll never love again, so speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless, so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh, oh

by. lady gaga

you

i dont know how many time..................

I JUST KEEP WAITING.......................

ragu

ini sudah tahun kedua

tidak ada perkembangan sedikitpun....

dia masih bersikukuh akan pendiriannya

akupun terjebak dalam persimpangan ragu....